Depresseddd help meeeee?

i am rele depressed i have never felt this alone in my life.. i have never had anyone like a boy who i rele liked who liked me i have never had anyone who was there for me anythieng lke that all ym friends are tlakin about there boys and its making me crazy.. i went and lost my virginity to someone who is inlove with one of my friends.. i need help... help me i cant do this anymoreeeee